Lockdown.

That's it. I'm shitting down my vagina.  Closed for business.  

I have spent the last three months feeling like a pubescent boy - sexually frustrated, repressed and ultimately unsatisfied.  It was such a waste of time, me desperately trying to find a man and do horrible things to him - neither of which happened.  I have many real things in my life that I should have accomplished this summer. I should have been channeling all of that energy into doing those things.  Those things that I have know I can actually accomplish.

So, little Mary is going into deep hibernation for the (fall and) winter (and maybe spring).

We quit

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